Wow. I’ve never felt this way. Like my heart is actually digging a tunnel to escape my body. Harp is the best thing that ever happened to me. I swear to god, that we will find each other again and it will be just as beautiful. I’m moving to California for grad school. He’s going on a year long missionary trip to the Philippines where he won’t be using much technology. He told me he’d write letters. But a year is a long time. My heart shudders at this, but were both following our paths. We will meet up for lunch and things will be the way they will be.